They Will Sew the Blue Sail

IN THE GARDEN OF PANDAS | Hai-Dang Phan

Newton, Iowa

Often I am permitted to return to this buffet,

as if it were a place like the Middle Kingdom

of my soul, which has grown overpopulated

with loneliness. Nobody’s in this booth but me,

under a panorama of the Temple of Heaven,

with another plate of diminishing returns…

Raising a skewered prawn, I think of you.

You’d appreciate these attempts at verisimilitude—

artificial petals above steaming feeding stations,

support columns carved out like tree trunks,

servers in panda suits, etc.—and understand me

when I say, “My gut’s not right; I myself am

the hot glaze on my General Tso’s chicken.”

Tonight you’ll have one complete thought, in bed.

for Andrew Donovan