Date: January 3, 2013 11:09 PM (NYC)
Subject: What I want to say today ( ) is the wandering of synapse the plagiarism of music the zip line of call the pilfered response of phantoms
What I saw today was a phantom of structure a call and response the wandering of transcript
What I saw today was a roving a drift a figment of you on 11th Street
What I saw today was language the monster that means you the name that means run or flower a few thousand years of mouths and hands when I say sit here and this is run and sit here this is news sit here you are a figment a friend the baby makes me laugh
What I saw today was the thing we hold onto for what we say if we could not say
What I saw today was all a glorious undermine
What I saw today was that the writing leads to the view
What I saw today was the trail of perception binding us in tears
What I saw today was a concept a hamster in a wheel
What I saw today was can we ever be outside
What I saw today was the grammar of the line should we ever take it seriously
What I saw today was can we ever be that clever
What I saw today was your extraordinary uniformity
What I saw today was the notion of chance of queer of gender of office hours of tenure of new academies they are forming before my eyes
What I saw today was a shell a boredom a mockery
What I saw today was our ghost our grasping apparition
What I want to say today is sound will it crush fission into nirvana
What I want to say today lives on the street
What I saw today was the crack of repeat and echo and repeat again
What I saw today were the appropriators are they humble?
What I want to say today is thank you judith (scott) for wrapping everything
What I want to say today is thank you george (bellows)+robert (smithson) for excavation for a cape concurrent
What I want to say today is thank you john (cage)+kenny your how-to handbooks (a fancy suit) (goldsmith)+natasha (tretheway) (everywhere you go1)
What I saw today was that saying is not big or small enough
What I want to say today is what falls out of my fingers
What I saw today was a transmission
What I want to say today is thank you mickalena (thomas)+richard (serra)+gloria (anzaldúa)+claude (cahun)
What I want to say today is thank you rita (dove)+jack (spicer)+cecilia (vicuña)+essex (hemphill)+james (joyce)+doug (kearney)+anne (boyer)+david (shapiro)
What I want to say today is that history changes with the lens
What I want to say today is what if the wheel fell away
What I want to say today is thank you nicole (eisenman)+ryan (trecartin)+william (faulkner)+allen (ginsberg)+tristan (tzara)+richard (tuttle)+bern (porter)
What I want to say today is thank you juliana (spahr)+langston (hughes)+barnett (newman)+audre (lorde)+bernadette (mayer)
What I saw today was today
What I want to say today is hello to eileen (myles)+david
What I want to say today is (wojnarowicz)
What I saw today was a holograph the flatness of the moon or was it the street or was it the sky
Notes
1 Natasha Tretheway “Theories of Time and Space” Native Guard: Poems by Natasha Trethewey. (2006)
The work of the artists and writers mentioned above was seen or read on January 3, 2013.