Evening Will Come: A Monthly Journal of Poetics (The Force of What’s Possible—Issue 46, October 2014)

Samuel Ace
What I want to say today

Date: January 3, 2013 11:09 PM (NYC)

Subject: What I want to say today ( ) is the wandering of synapse the plagiarism of music the zip line of call the pilfered response of phantoms

What I saw today was a phantom of structure a call and response the wandering of transcript

What I saw today was a roving a drift a figment of you on 11th Street

What I saw today was language the monster that means you the name that means run or flower a few thousand years of mouths and hands when I say sit here and this is run and sit here this is news sit here you are a figment a friend the baby makes me laugh

What I saw today was the thing we hold onto for what we say if we could not say

What I saw today was all a glorious undermine


What I saw today was that the writing leads to the view

What I saw today was the trail of perception binding us in tears

What I saw today was a concept a hamster in a wheel

What I saw today was can we ever be outside


What I saw today was the grammar of the line should we ever take it seriously


What I saw today was can we ever be that clever

What I saw today was your extraordinary uniformity

What I saw today was the notion of chance of queer of gender of office hours of tenure of new academies they are forming before my eyes

What I saw today was a shell a boredom a mockery

What I saw today was our ghost our grasping apparition

What I want to say today is sound will it crush fission into nirvana

What I want to say today lives on the street

What I saw today was the crack of repeat and echo and repeat again

What I saw today were the appropriators are they humble?

What I want to say today is thank you judith   (scott) for wrapping everything

What I want to say today is thank you george (bellows)+robert (smithson) for excavation for a cape concurrent

What I want to say today is thank you john (cage)+kenny   your how-to handbooks   (a fancy suit) (goldsmith)+natasha (tretheway) (everywhere you go1)

What I saw today was that saying is not big or small enough

What I want to say today is what falls out of my fingers

What I saw today was a transmission

What I want to say today is thank you mickalena   (thomas)+richard   (serra)+gloria   (anzaldúa)+claude (cahun)

What I want to say today is thank you rita   (dove)+jack (spicer)+cecilia   (vicuña)+essex (hemphill)+james (joyce)+doug   (kearney)+anne (boyer)+david (shapiro)

What I want to say today is that history changes with the lens

What I want to say today is what if the wheel fell away

What I want to say today is thank you nicole (eisenman)+ryan  (trecartin)+william  (faulkner)+allen (ginsberg)+tristan   (tzara)+richard   (tuttle)+bern (porter)

What I want to say today is thank you juliana (spahr)+langston   (hughes)+barnett  (newman)+audre (lorde)+bernadette   (mayer)

What I saw today was today

What I want to say today is hello to eileen (myles)+david

What I want to say today is (wojnarowicz)

What I saw today was a holograph the flatness of the moon or was it the street or was it the sky

Notes

1 Natasha Tretheway “Theories of Time and SpaceNative Guard: Poems by Natasha Trethewey. (2006)

The work of the artists and writers mentioned above was seen or read on January 3, 2013.